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I feel like i should write something, i'm not exactly sure what, but i feel like its an oppurtune time. Life right now is really stressful, and really complicated. Overall i think i'm happy, but overworked. I want everything to die down and want everything to be less confusing, easier said than done, right? well anyway, im sortta nervous about summer, i don't know if i'm ready to be completely surrounded by theater 24/7, but i guess this will be a good learning experience and i'll see if this is really what i want to do with the rest of my life. I think this summer will forever change me, which is what im scared of most. I'm going to meet new people that i hopefully will keep in contact with forever, but what i'm most nervous about are my friendships that i already have. I want to make the effort to make sure we talk and stay in touch but i know its going to be hard, and i hope i don't lose some people i really care about this summer just because of the distance. I have alot of friends staying in cali, and then some of best gals will be scattered from boston to pittsburg. I don't think i'm lookig into this summer with very optomistic views, which sux, because i'm going to be doing what i love, what's wrong with me? I just can't help but think of everything i'm leaving behind. Change is good, right? and i know everything will work out in the end, but....i can't help being scared to leave. Im really gunna miss some people..like alot, I don't even know how i'm going to survive not talking to them like i do everyday and im also going to miss some things about home, especially my bed(lol)....but anways i know my summer is going to be amzing and i just have to keep reminding myslef of that...right?
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[25 Apr 2005|10:12pm] |
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im sooooo excited, i got into northwestern's summer theater and musical theater program, its everything i wanted, and yet all i can think about is leaving my friends who i'm not gunna see when i come home. It's not fair, i'll be gone for the whole summer and then they'll just be leaving. Don't get me wrong im so excited but its so bittersweet...
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[28 Mar 2005|08:44pm] |
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ok so i uploaded my pictures from hawaii to ofoto, so if u wanna see them just let me know and i'll email it to u!!!!!!and its my birthday on thursday, and im expecting lots of birthday kisses!!!!!!!!!i can't believe i'm going to be 17!!!!ok well im off to deal with my really stressful life, that im hoping gets better by thursday.mwa!
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[27 Mar 2005|01:15am] |
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hawaii was amazing, i can't believe i'm home, i really don't want to be, i wish i could stay in hawaii forever with my friends, i got so much closer to people on this trip and overall it was amazing, we won a gold, we sang well, and esp. because of the people i will remember this trip forever, it was amazing, and i can't believe it went by so fast and that im not going on another trip ever again with the graduating seniors, that makes me sad. But at least we have the rest of the year, so i'll make the most out of it. On a happy note, hawaii was great (im smiling as i'm typing)!
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[13 Mar 2005|11:49pm] |
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smile!!!!!!
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[18 Jan 2005|04:53pm] |
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well auditions were today, i dont really have anything to say except i wish they had gone better.
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[07 Jan 2005|12:43am] |
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life sux, whats the fucking point!
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[05 Dec 2004|12:32am] |
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i thought i was over something. I thought if i keep telling myself that i am then it will be true. But it's not and i can't stop thinking about them. It makes me sick that i can't stop thinking about it. I can't keep lying to myself anymore, i wan't something so much that i can't have. No matter how much i deny these feelings they aren't going away.
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[27 Nov 2004|01:18am] |
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i wan't what i can't have, why is that the story of my life?
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[20 Nov 2004|01:13am] |
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tonight was so much fun. thank you so much to everyone who came. I love being in this show and i love the cast and im so sad that the show closes tomorrow. I can't believe it wsa sold out and they turned people away , thats crazy, and im so proud of the show, and the cast. I love being in this show and i would love to be on stage for the rest of my life because that high from being on stage is like nothing else in the world. mwa, love ya!
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[31 Oct 2004|06:54pm] |
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i hate school oi want to drop out and get a job, im not good at it and its too much emotionally stress on me, im just not cut out 4 school and worst of all i still care, i wish i didnt care then i could just accept bad grades but i do care which initiates this whole cycle, i need high school to be over!!!!!!! or at least this yr.
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[10 Oct 2004|03:23pm] |
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i can't get ob la di, ob la da out of my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[12 Sep 2004|01:01am] |
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All i want to do is cry.
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[19 Aug 2004|12:22am] |
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i cant believe im even thinking this but i actually cant wait 4 school to start, this summer isn't great and i find myself just felling bad alot, im really hoping next school year is a good one, this summer is just kinnda sucky in a lot of different aspects of my life, my wise words of the summer are : relationships are hard (any type of relationship....ie. friends, parents, etc.) LIFE IS HARD, way tooo hard, i wish it was easier and i hope it gets easier, cuz right now i just feel out of place a lot of the time. I'm glad i know who my true friends are though, iknow certain people will be in my life forever because i love them and they love me too, and they try to make my life easier. THank you for being there for me tonight lu, i really appreciate it, i love you!!!!!
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[18 Aug 2004|01:41am] |
hey im back from hawaii...it was sooo much fun but im also glad to be home...soooooo glad to see lu after 8 lonng weeks..im so happy...amd lu and ween and i had fun tonight....lol....anyways getting back into things....
Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"
Ariel
You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE?
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[11 Jul 2004|12:02pm] |
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i feel like im putting more effort in than u ...and i'm the one hurting
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[28 Jun 2004|02:38pm] |
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I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY!!!!!!!! I am the happiest girl in the entire world!
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[27 Jun 2004|09:42pm] |
omg...my uncle drives the coolest car ever!!!!! I got to be driven in my uncle's v-12 aston martin, omg it's the james bond car... we went soooo fast..it was one of the coolest experiences of my life and now i want that car...so i need to go make a shitload of money!
and i alos took this test:
| How to make a Hersheyk1ss |
Ingredients:
5 parts friendliness
3 parts humour
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Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lovability if desired! |
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[22 Jun 2004|12:15am] |
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i have been crying all weekend because 3 of my best friends have left me 4 the summer. I can't imagine my life without them, annd i'm going to miss them so much and all i've bee doing is crying, because i love my friends so much and i want them to be safe. I know the time will fly by and i'll see them again soon but 9 weeks is a long time, and i'm going to miss them so much and for right now, i'm just sad.
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